night noises

what am i doing...its 00.26 hours and i'm still awake??

went running this morning for the first time since the crappy BGG 5k. it was alright. i think it was the longest i've run since the 10k on july 4. almost perished on higbee mill road. flying past 'the berlin wall'.

nora and i made some slammin pasta primavera and then we three watched finding neverland. twas quite a good movie.

going to see a play tomorrow night with my parent's friends. i think it's about a boxer. & i'm still trying to decide what to do with my saturday night. (i keep thinking that there are some things that i just don't need in my life right now.)

someone once said that the true reason you get angry at people is because you see the things you hate about yourself within that person. my god. truer words were never spoken. its terrifying and truly shocking how blind we all are to ourselves.

my house is making those noises and i'm beginning to notice them. when i was little they used to scare me. 'anna, honey, it's just night noises' my mother once told me while she handed me a stuffed pound puppy and coaxed me back to bed. but why is it that you don't hear them when its light outside? (relax, its not schizophrenia (sp?).) its time to wait for the daylight to come so they will vanish. because nights in the summertime are the most delicate of all--memories and thoughts float up to you and dance in front of your eyelids and then leave in a rush as quickly as they were called.
and these noises are doing nothing but provoking them.